Miss my father

By Hazel Cardoso Jobs
To Steve Jobs
           
            Father Today I..

Today I missed you so much! Missing our daughter and father moments! They pushed us away but God knows everything, today reading one of your posters I got emotional because I'm in a very complicated relationship, I love my partner a lot but I feel that it's not reciprocal and that hurts me, because my son likes him a lot! And I really like his son, I don't know if I should exist or if I should leave him, and move on because my heart is very hurt with everything that is happening! I just wanted to be with you because I would be safe and happy! After I solve everything I have to solve, I'm going to study computer science and novel technology, I hope you'll be proud of me one day! Good night dad

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