My bad memories

Today I remembered a pair of diamond earrings that my father gave me was beautiful...Until I came to Brazil with them when I arrived here my grandmother's sister pulled my ear and tore my entire ear off! Thank God my ear wasn't deformed.....The worst part is finding out that all my neighbors always knew who I really was and whose daughter I was...But they all preferred to let my life be completely destroyed!
How I wish I could have had more time with my father! And with my sisters.....How I always missed you my father! How many times unconscious I screamed at you for help! It was a lot to remember all this as I always wanted to be with you my mother never loved me and never protected me...

 My dear father I recorded that video saying that I didn't want to go to California, it was because they forced me to do that I would never say so much because you are my godparents, only you gave me love and affection!

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