My dad!

By Hazel Cardoso Jobs
To Steve Jobs
           Dad
   Today I thought about you all day, and I remembered some moments we had together! One of those moments was the trip we took to Disney, you gave me a beautiful mimey I took her everywhere I went! But as soon as I set foot in Brazil, my grandmother's younger sister took me to my mimey, and as she said she was in love with you, she said to me that I didn't deserve to have the life I had! It was the excuse she had to abuse me because she beat me every time I received something that you or my sister sent to me, the strawberry doll that my godfather sends to me my grandmother gave to the neighbor's daughter , the princess dresses that I had I had to see them torn or be given away, there were days when men would let me shower, eat or even think about it, I could only eat or drink if I had relations with this crazy woman or with the intermediary another monster ! There are times when I remember and I'm terrified of all that happened to me!
The worst part is that at the moment I have to put on a face and keep quiet... Because until my godfather arrives I can't act I can't do anything until I can pray, have faith, and walk with my head held high at the right time. Will happen!

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