Me and my sister lisa

By Hazel Jobs

To Steve Jobs

              🌻🌷 dear father 🌻🌷

      Today I was remembering when I got scared at night and ran to my sister lisa's room, sometimes I slept hugging her, and sometimes she went to my room because when she felt alone and sad but only God you know how I feel about all this because these are the moments that I have a good memory in my heart of our family, many times I remembered some things and then I completely forgot and couldn't remember but everything in life of a christian has his time and time....How I asked God so much so that I could have a hug and a kiss, how I wanted my sister lisa close to me so I could talk, how I wished I had a loving grandmother like my grandmother Clara, and so many other things that I always wanted to have and never let me have because out of malice and envy, I just wanted to be loved but I didn't have the love of a mother or the whole maternal family because love that I always missed was your father's love and the love I I received it from my uncles and aunts, godparents and godmothers, and from my grandparents and grandparents....

How I wish I had never come to Brazil, if I had been in your arms nothing bad would have happened to me and you!

But God knows the reason for all this that happened to me because this was a learning experience for me, because God taught me to fight and to foresee and never give up

Father I miss you so much, how it hurts me not to be able to have a last goodbye to you, the last hug not being able to remember hurts a lot.... All this but I know that God knows how things have to be and I can't understand now but God will give me understanding at the right time

Father Good night until the next post!