😞 today😞

By Hazel Jobs
To Steve Jobs
       ......Today.

Today I remembered the last trip I took with you my father I remember that I was playing inside the plane, I made a terrible mess inside the plane but it was my last moments of joy of my life .... When you left me at the gate of I disembarked and saw that horrible man and my mother I ran to your lap again but you promised me that you would pick me up and that nothing bad would happen to me, I believed and I know you didn't know anything about what was happening to me but I know that you found me in heaven and earth .... They hid me from you for a lifetime but I always asked God that I find you because I always wanted your love, affection and protection! Whenever I got sick I immediately thought of calling you because only you and my grandmother and grandfather loved me and gave me real affection and protection! Every memory is an infinite pain inside me that has moments that I can't disguise and I end up crying in front of my son! Something I didn't want to do at all, but it was a lot! When I go to California I'm going to his grave because I want to take flowers and cry a little close to you! And then go to the company to see what their work was like up close!
       Now I'm going to sleep because I'm very tired...Kisses

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